i hate today

uhh.. feeling stupid , useless and more more more..arini off , tpi stay umah buhsan plak .. tensen pon ade.. if keja pla buhsan gaks cm na off pla .. adeh , feel like not belong anywhere.. duhh , him?? him?? no comment about that .. frustrated gla last night , elok2 ja dy on then bru ja on dgn dy suddenly ja mama na guna lappy .. then ask him to wait about 10 mins sbb ingat mama na guna kejap jaa ,pastu almost 1 hour .. ouhh ,tahan jaa semalam.. then bila on dy da off arghhhh ,grrr tensen nya smpai tunggu 3 am..da tue mayb about 3 days can't meet him .. ouhh ,missing him.. hrap mlam ne dy on..